They call me Alaurilee
- Serving Hugs on a Platter and Tears in a Teacup
- I've been writing poetry from the age of 12. It has, and always will be my outlet, my voice. Join me on my journey . . . I can write about almost anything. :) ~ Life doesn't come with a shiny new book; no users manual of answers to find with one look. Life comes with doors that open and shut; and paths laid before us to be followed or passed up. There's things we can learn and things we may teach; hearts that may find us and souls we may reach. Guaranteed on this journey are teacups of tears; and pains that might hurt us may age us by years. But the beauty of life, love, laughter and giving; come from serving hugs on a platter each and every day we're living. ~
Showing posts with label allconsoffun. Show all posts
Showing posts with label allconsoffun. Show all posts
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
"Closure"
Closure is a timely thing;
to get it one must let it go.
But it’s hard to really do that
until you really truly know.
Why did it all fall apart?
Why did dreams turn into pain?
What happened to change this love
into teardrops of lonely rain.
It all seemed so real . . .
for a moment in time.
We appeared to have a future,
between your heart and mine.
I let you into my world;
embraced you into my life;
introduced you to my kids . . .
cohabitation, like man & wife.
I got used to the way you held me
and the scent you left in my bed;
the way you laughed at my jokes.
you understood what was in my head.
Then one day you troubled me,
you said you had to leave.
Although you said you would return.
something in me just didn't believe.
I wanted to have faith in you,
with all of my heart and soul.
I thought this love of ours would last;
I hoped in my heart this was also your goal.
But as our fate would have it
your promise to me was made of lies.
No closure from you or understanding,
just painful emptiness and lonely sighs.
Months went by, then almost a year . . .
before you made contact with me.
All I wanted from you was closure,
explain to me what made you flee.
Turns out that your faith in me
was much less than mine of you.
You thought I’d break your heart;
it was nothing that I had intended to do.
You left before I could hurt you.
You didn't give us a chance.
So this my friend is closure
and our final parting dance.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a twitter prompt:
"Closure"
From: @allconsoffun
Friday, February 5, 2010
"Right Now Means Everything"

This moment,
this time,
this place.
An open heart . . .
with a troubled look upon your face.
A dream,
a wish . . .
for something more.
Yet settling,
for a little less . . .
keeping open that door.
Confusion,
some chaos . . .
and comfort too.
It is what it is.
A poke here and there,
special moments so few.
Touching hearts,
reaching out . . .
sharing love.
Love that hurts to feel,
yet hurts to stifle too.
You lift it up to him above.
Is it enough?
Is it really?
You both want it to be.
You inhale their love
and exhale yours.
Just breathe baby.
Not the beginning . . .
or the end.
Just today maybe.
Right now means everything.
Nothing more or less.
Just this.
this place.
An open heart . . .
with a troubled look upon your face.
A dream,
a wish . . .
for something more.
Yet settling,
for a little less . . .
keeping open that door.
Confusion,
some chaos . . .
and comfort too.
It is what it is.
A poke here and there,
special moments so few.
Touching hearts,
reaching out . . .
sharing love.
Love that hurts to feel,
yet hurts to stifle too.
You lift it up to him above.
Is it enough?
Is it really?
You both want it to be.
You inhale their love
and exhale yours.
Just breathe baby.
Not the beginning . . .
or the end.
Just today maybe.
Right now means everything.
Nothing more or less.
Just this.
It is what it is.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a twitter prompt:
"RNME - Right Now Means Everything" plus Tattoo Picture
From: @allconsoffun
Thursday, January 28, 2010
"His Soul Was Here"
In Memory of Eric Smith RIP 2010
Something totally spiritual
occurred in my life today.
It left me feeling electric
almost taking my breath away.
The hearts of two kind souls
came to the aid of another;
coming to her in her time of need,
holding her like a mother.
With love and caring comfort
they held her as she sobbed,
and gently washed her tears
as she lamented how she felt robbed.
These two who came to hold her,
one was near and one was away;
they came together spiritually . . .
to be in this place - for this girl today.
She'd recently lost a love so true,
her heart was aching so much.
She felt so lonely inside,
and longed for his tender touch.
The two kind souls, they channeled . . .
and the soul of her man arrived;
through these two he touched her.
in the way he did while he was alive.
A gentle touch on the small of her back,
soothing her through her pain and fear;
and she knew at that very moment
his body was gone but his soul was here.
~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a life prompt:
A moment shared between 3 people and an angel
From: @grnladybug (aka - me - Alaurilee - Lauri Halterman)
Something totally spiritual
occurred in my life today.
It left me feeling electric
almost taking my breath away.
The hearts of two kind souls
came to the aid of another;
coming to her in her time of need,
holding her like a mother.
With love and caring comfort
they held her as she sobbed,
and gently washed her tears
as she lamented how she felt robbed.
These two who came to hold her,
one was near and one was away;
they came together spiritually . . .
to be in this place - for this girl today.
She'd recently lost a love so true,
her heart was aching so much.
She felt so lonely inside,
and longed for his tender touch.
The two kind souls, they channeled . . .
and the soul of her man arrived;
through these two he touched her.
in the way he did while he was alive.
A gentle touch on the small of her back,
soothing her through her pain and fear;
and she knew at that very moment
his body was gone but his soul was here.
~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a life prompt:
A moment shared between 3 people and an angel
From: @grnladybug (aka - me - Alaurilee - Lauri Halterman)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
"Generations of Love"
Photo: My mom, my sister and my nieces
A mother gently kisses
the newborn baby in her lap,
looks up into her mothers eyes
and marvels at this place she's at.
A grandmother so lovingly
smiles at this baby girl,
a gift from her own daughter-
giving motherhood a whirl.
A daddy gazes with such pride
at his handsome newborn son;
his father watches from near by-
as proud as anyone.
A grandfather - he marvels
at his sons shining eyes,
his soul is touched by so much love,
he quietly utters happy sighs.
Generations of such love
so evident for all to see;
the bond of love and family
making such sweet history.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a twitter prompt:
"Generations of Love"
From: @allconsoffun
A mother gently kisses
the newborn baby in her lap,
looks up into her mothers eyes
and marvels at this place she's at.
A grandmother so lovingly
smiles at this baby girl,
a gift from her own daughter-
giving motherhood a whirl.
A daddy gazes with such pride
at his handsome newborn son;
his father watches from near by-
as proud as anyone.
A grandfather - he marvels
at his sons shining eyes,
his soul is touched by so much love,
he quietly utters happy sighs.
Generations of such love
so evident for all to see;
the bond of love and family
making such sweet history.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Inspired by a twitter prompt:
"Generations of Love"
From: @allconsoffun
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